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3daysofExams...SweeSixteen not gonna be that sweet and then Camp...

Thats all I have to say

I Think This Means Summer

Is it really november?

It doesnt feel like Novemeber...

FOUR DAYS

FOUR DAYS
ONE PLUS THREE DAYS EQUALS 4 DAYS
4 DAYS OF....

what is meant to be study but i know myself to well to know that well....

i probably will not study so much

I Think...Summers coming now

So summers coming, Im getting sicker of school everyday and all I want is my Summer Holidays where you have all the time in the world to do what the fuck you want. 9am wake up calls to N.M once we get there was realise its way to early and wonder who the fucks idea this was... good times and great memos happen in summer. I still remember last summer like it was just last holidays. I think its time for a change. Live life and let live. Ive changed alot this year. I think ive grown up a bit to but im still not that grown up... still watch cartoon, find lollies wonderfully tasty and well i still want that gumball machine at kmart :D but ive realise things i ddnt before, i ask myself so many questions im getting tired of thinking, but there are still so many things i wonder about. Moving back to nz... is it the right thing? am i just caving in and lookin for comfort? Tbh i think i caved in, i couldnt hack it and pussyd out but is that so bad? to me yesh i hate showing weakness, i hate showin emotion but yet im still moving back. I miss everything i miss everyone i miss home i miss the days where everything feels like total shit but then i get that one txt from a bestie that just puts a cheeky smile on my face and everything just feels a lil better. I miss thoes super days where i go home and say well that was an awsome day! I just miss thoes days. So this is all blah blah blah and i just need a place to let it all out. and a question ive been asking myself... have i changed alot? am i now that nerdy asian that spends her time inside studying? or am i still that layd back person i love so much??

Snaps

And they finally give me internet on my laptop!

So, we have finally arrived to Delhi after ummm idk how long but we took a sleep bus( a bus that has beds in it but really you just fell like a slave) our first day here has been well full on. We got here about idk 7am? and took a long motor tutu ride to our guest house which our friend Queen( we meet her on the road and well now we hang out) and got to our very friendly guess house. We took a tutu thingo to ummm some where got lost got hungry looked for food and well didnt find any and then we went to the park then we went to the toomb of some dude who fell over and die. Great way to die ae, and he gets a massice palace. anywho Im so tired I've had like no sleep and well im itchy and sticky cause of all the sweat. OMG its hot here!!! Everywhere you go man you sweat!!!


gahhhh pictures take to long...

Don't be a Gama in the land of Lama!

Ok so it's been about a week since I've left auzz to go to india and well not much has happen besides getting eye raped everywhere you go, getting sunburnt on my right arm only and my lips? like wtf my lips!?!?!? Anywho india, well lets say its not what i expected. Well I'm in the north part of india... all the way up the topish in a place called Leh and its suppose to be this small tibetant town but sadly it has been destory by tourist and well the culture isn't what it was a few years back, but the landscape here is to well its just well ummm HOLLY SHIT!!! Mountains all around you and the snowcapes. But leh is the second highest town in the world I think so the air here is kinda thin. We (me and my sis) havn't really done that much but alot of site seeing, eating, and sleeping. Tonight were going to this concert with a german friend we met in a noodle bar restraunt which has really good lemon ice tea and chips but not so good pad thai. Ive taken like a million photos but Im on someone elses computer and well my camera is way to far away to bother to sneak it in and upload some picture. What else can i say? Idk.

Today is the Day

Ok ok ok qick quick blog cause the cab is about to be here soon and all i can think about is food right now, not that im about to take a trip half way across the world to go to malaysia and india and not know what to expect but my hungry is way more important. I coe to realise how much my friends should know about me to know that i love food that I am an idiot and is more of one to actually admit it that I am but it goes to show no one is fucking perfect and if you are go screw a horse cause thats all your good for to me. Today is the day i get on a plane and sit there for about 9 hours dying from being bored hungry bored hungry and sleepy. I get in Malaysia about 6am so its a full day and man am I going to be tired!!! Oh and also I got a new camera!!!

Today isn't my favourite day today

2mo I am off on a plane but yet I'm not that excited and what is even worst is that today kinda sucks.... I got up felling shit with a soar throat, body aching and the usually just getting up and out of bed. School was as normal boring, slow, and well just school. I come home tired and all i want to do is sleep but I can't as a i have to study for the science test to top this all off my Internet wouldn't work until about 30Min's later, my facebook was mysteriously disable and now I have no updates about my mates... oh well I'm off on a plane and well no internet for about 5weeks so at least I don't have to worry that much. Oh but something good has happen this week!! I finally got my new camera which i love and adore!!! Canon 500D It's so pretty and it records! and also Ally is jelly about it which just makes it a lil better since Ive been envying over here camera for ages without her knowing it and well if she reads this now you know Ally and if she is reading this HI ALLY :D

What else has happen over the last week. August ended, September started, Winter ended and Spring Sprang! I got 3 injections and got sick.

12 Days?!?!?!?

Mhmmmm feels like my last week here but sadly it is not, i have another 7 extra days of school and I am seriously dreading it. I can't stand the people around me anymore and seem to keep to myself and work which is extremely odd for me cause well I just usually don't work even more odd it's term three... the bum term where we hardly do or learn anything but more or less stress about the coming term. Term Four. The last term for the year, the last term for being a yr 10 in auzz and skipping onto yr 12 next year. So I miss out on being called a year 11 which is kinda sad but oh well there's always the next life. My 16th is coming up soon and well not really looking that much forward to it... as usually exam week likes to come and destory my birthday but that isn't that I'm not looking forward to my birthday but more that i can't spend it with the people who mean most to me. This weekend was a tough one. Not allowed to eat beacuse I was doing the 40hour famine woop woop!! and I did it, and I didn't cheat too! I really got to give a pat on the back to the kids in africa and other places that don't have the life they should where food is just a normal part in life that they don't have to think about when there next meal is. After just about my 2nd hour I was dreading it, watching a movie and no food!

D.a.n.g.e.r.o.u.s. A.n.i.m.a.l.s

Who said it was Wednesday today?

Thats all i feel like saying. . .

Still waiting

Tuesday and 18 days into August? 18 more days till Im on that plane but 18 days can either be extremely long or extremely short. Bored at school with nothing to do but actual pay some attention and class and try to keep the new information in my brain long enough so that it does process through and stay.

I hate making up my mind!!

Why does everything have to be made with a decision? Wheather or not I should. I really dont like making up my mind and mostly when the person it's going to effect most is me... I always seem to think about it for days and days and usually you can tell when I have something to make my mind up about cause I'm not me during this time. I'm just not with it, time seems to move slower and sometimes I think I can stop it but no I don't have that power just yet. Nothing bets siting in the shower room and listening to the water run. Some reason i find this so calming and it helps me think... I know weird ae! But its so true, this is the one time i can think and think to myself without anyone to bother me. Im not the person who doesn't think things through when I'm given an opportunity... I some reason come up with everything that can go wrong and every single little thing that will make life so much better even if it is shit and hopeless. Life is life and there are always going to be shit days and good days no matter where I go, live, move or whatever. But why does my mind think about every little aspect! It's just so annoying cause then I can never make my mind up!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!

Counting Down

So its Tuesday... Today was alright and now im siting on my living room floor tryn to watch my fav tv show 'talkin about your generation' but I cant seem to focus and so far i've missed the whole show. This show is just my great tuesday pleasure coz its so funny!

3 weeks 3 days!
Yes I'm still counting.. and will till it friday the 5th and omg Ive come up with a project in india. Im so excited and can't wait to get out of school on a plane(dreeding the 9 hour flight and NON STOP!) but hopefully movies and music will smooth my way on the plane.

Cheeky Smiles in the Cold
From a distant
I open my eyes
Squint
Is that a smile?
No of course
She never smiles
Or
Is she scared of people seeing her happy?
Is she scared to show emotion?
Or
Maybe she just doesnt like to smile
But
She smiles in the cold

2 Weeks, 7 Days and 168 Hours. . .

Im simple words as to the name for this is 4 Weeks till Leh! Slowly counting as the days pass making it feel so much shorter and closer even though 4 weeks can be a long time once i really think about it, it isnt really...
Forth week of school is over and man it was a long week.. even though I did manage to get one day off by pulling a sicky. It's a long weekend and it started out great with renting 3 movies and watching them all in one night. The Changeling was amazing and there is something with men in suits i just love and that classic old style way of living AND OHMYGOD I am an addict when it comes to cartoons.. yes I know how childish but who gives a fuck, I certainly dont. Space Chimps was funny and did not dissappoint.. but at some point you were wondering wtf did this have to do with the movie but soon was to find out. Andy Samberg played the voice of Ham the third and you have to admit the name killowallowizoosayhooha is amazing isnt it!

August so far?
Not much every happens in August besides the cold and the stress of waiting for September to come fast.. So far it had been a relaxing month with me actually paying attention in class and doing work!

Does Anything Ever Last . .

Does anything in this life time every last forever. .
I sit there in the pile of rake leaves
Thinking, Staring, Difting to a place where good things last
But maybe there not meant to last forever
Why would we want something that would last forever
There would be no reason to want
No reason to need
No reason to beg
Only reason to be greedy
But I am greedy.. I want things to last
But I rather have them dissappear over time
Fade away into my distant life

If everything did last, I think I would only enough it for 17 seconds
With the remaining infinate seconds I would lying on the floor woundering
Does anything ever last?

School. .

Its only period 2 on a Thursday and man I thought it was Friday this morning.. Was disappointed to find it wasn't. . . ummmmmmmmmmm im like really bored and thought il check my bog even thought i dnt give a shit if no one actually reads this or not..

Current Obsession
Owl City
Extremely sad my skull candies amount of life is coming to an end but Im letting them die in peace of Fireflies :D

Myspace: www.myspace.com/owlcity

I for Chai

New found love! Chai tea mmmmmmm the yummieness of it!I like mine extra sweet with a lil to much cinnemon thank you very much :D It's just so tasy and mmmm warm and mmmmm but nothing can bet the orginal coffee. Can't wait for term 3 is over! Im counting down the days as they past by me every singal day, yes i know that is extremly sad but I just can't wait to get out of my house and explore Leh, India, Malai and other places my sis is draggin me to.

11 More Days Of July....

So its the 20th of July...It has been an alright month. Went back to nz for a visit watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince and whoa an ad for that just came on tv... watched Ice Age 3 with sarah ally and sharon, finally got to hang out with joe and watch Transformers Revenge of the Fallen mmmmmm what else has happen this July oh yes i went to watch Transformers again with my BEST MATE EVER Jessie! It was awsome not having to lie to my mum about who I was actually with since too much has happen between us two for the internet to handle but I really can't wait until July is over! Im waiting for term 3 to end NOW cause I am so over it already and Im only 1 week and a day into it. That how much I love school.... Term 3 holidays are really going to be different...My sister and me had this asia trip planned but have kinda changed it and now are going to Leh aka Ladakh also known as Lil Tibet. My sister is a Buddish Hippy and well im in for a roller coaster of a ride, new experience, new photos, new camera and a new nokia 5530:D OHMYGOD ok so i was browsing through my other fav blogs and i just LOVE this clutch!!!

Its got Rock and Roll written all over it !!! i found this on http://www.knighttcat.com/

Fave Pictures from this month or just the time being ...

R to the A to the I to the N!! R.A.I.N

So todae i got up at 12pm what a great sleep. Looked through my blinds and well thought 'oh wow looks like a great day!' turns out an hour later im on my living room floor on my bed of blankets watchin a adam sandla movies with my milo in my hand. I love and hate these days, there so relaxing cause all i do is well nothing but sleep eat watch movies and laze on the floor :D watched some lonely island the other day and couldnt get this one line out of my head.... i really dnt get how i found this so amuzing though

"Put this dress on!!"
"Why?!"
"Cause if your gonna be a bitch you might as well dress like one!"

oh.my.god i am in love with goodnight nurse, even watchin them on c4 at homegrown and well they werent exactly the greatest but they are by far my new fav nz band. So dissappointed in myself that i dont hav ther album yet as well i dnt go shoppin as much as i use to since town is like to far to bother. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKI even though i kno she doesnt kno anything about this oh well at less i got it out thats all that counts

Rainy lazy days by far win when you need time to relax and do nothing. My sis decided to take me on a random drive yesterday and well i got in the car having no idea where or what we were going to do for all i know she could hav been driving me out into the outback to abanded me but no she drove me up to the mountains and all it reminded me of was kahunui. She drove me to i think it was Yarra? i stll dnt kno but she got me a camera =D its an old style canon TLb with this amazing lens. Being like 10x heavier then my sony its kinda hard to carry around but im still in love with it! Cant wait for term3 holidays
1. I GET TO BE IN NZ AGAIN!!!
2. I get to see all my friends again havnt seen most of them for around 5months now which is well forever!!
3. I get to buy a digital camera! Like allys but hopefully better ;P
4. KITTY!!! I miss my lil bubz so much and no Im not talking about a boy or a girl im talkin about my lil kitty kat lol got him wen i was 8 and hes still alive and beathering.
5. I might get to see my borther
6. JESSIE!!! MISS THAT BITCH SO MUCH XXX
7. PARTY TIME early celebration for my 16th since im not in nz wen i turn 16 so i thought y not hav an early party instead lol.
8. New Zeanland sping is nearly coming and well i just love seeing the change
9. Time to relax from auzzie and remember all my missed memos and make new memos to miss


Check out my tent !!!! im such a child :D

Pecka Boo From Stephy =D

Steph came to melbourne!!! i havnt seen her in about uhhhhh 5months? Nor have i seen any of my other nz mates :( but i guess one coming to visit is WHOOP WHOOP!!! Mmmmmmm what did we get up to? Well it all started on sunday morning around 10am gwtting lost as i do and get steph to find me hehehe

Kahunui- Free Bird?

So i was going through some old memories :( whats even more sadder was the music i was listening to even made the mood more sad but still love the owl city A year is nearly coming since i went to Kahunui...A month that changed my life, met some of my best friends, learnt how to camp out in the middle of nowwhere and live without my phone for a month :O good times at Kahunui and miss it so much. I just realise this blog is more of like a book full of my thoughts since I hate writing things in a book and I rather use my laptop... Todays day was O.K to be honest.

F1rst POST!!

Mmmmm its like 1.38am auzzie time and im not sleepy 1bit so some reason i was on Blogger and decide ahhh why dont i make myself for the fun of it. So my page is going to look SUPADUPA blah cause well 4minutes have pastd and whoa theres a yawn... WOOP WOOP just learnt how to upload pictures..... for you you people actually reading this and going ''YOU NOOB!!!'' i really dnt care i have achived something today!!! :D


Cupcakes from Little cupcake shop alice showed me. Thankie alice for the site it was a mission to find cause i didnt know my way around but mmmmmm the oreo cupcake was delightful :D